wish i could...

amidst all of the whole world essentially, i need.

like when i'm listening to something particularly...something... and my mind strays away to these images... images that are completely simple..completely basic..clichéd perhaps...



holding hands... carnival lights... sweet... a starry sky and the sea... glass bricks... rooms and windows... rainbows... eyes...
single images, like snapshot. flowers in a vase. blood that tastes sweet... a little bitter.



and then it's gone. and i'm still sitting in front of my computer. still thinking. still seeing... still needing...